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Friday, October 07, 2005

hmmm. :)

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ok what's been happening lately? :) uhm.. wala naman. same parin. away. bati. away. bati. pero ngayon. bati na.. :) hehe. its been like 1 week since we last fought. :) yippeeee! :D

check this poem out.. gawa ko ito.. :) haha. pnagmayabang?? hahaha.

*i used to dream about finding the perfect one..

until i kept getting hurt..
Love then because an illusion i wanted to forget..
but eversince i met you, its now something i dont regret.
its something that brought me to you..
YOU, making my dream come true. :)

wala lang.sharing. haha. :)

so anyway.. it was my birthday last week. :) FUN FUN FUN.

since my birthday landed on a thursday..i just treated the whole class, my friends from other sections and my teachers..PIZZA. yeaph. yellow cab..as usual. :) haha. can you believe naubos ang 7 boxes of 18"???? huuuwhoah!! hahaha. FUN. bad part was that we had our 2nd math longtest haay, pero..all good. i got 50/55. :D yipeee! :D haha. :) anyway.. so aun.. hmmm.. then my we ate dinner outside! :D yaaay. :) as usual,bonding with the family. :)

come saturday.. BONDING NAMAN WITH FRIENDS! oh yeah. syempre with family rin. pero separated kami ng friends ko from them..well medyo. :) haha. so aun..fun. check out the pictures sa http://migsnograles.multiply.com jetski.flying fish. haha. SAB! "nagregreen ako!" hahahahaha. :) ang funny tlga nun! :D guysh!! ish,sab,pichay,huwey,russ! luvyah guys. :) thanks for coming. :) ingat. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAB!!! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PICHAY!! :D

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|Friday, October 07, 2005|

Saturday, September 24, 2005

new blog.!

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hey guys. :) haven't bloged for the longest time. haha.

well anyways.. new blog. NEW ENTRY! :D ahaha. :)

hmmm, ang dramatic ng blog ko noh? walalang. im in a veri sentimental mood right now..i have no idea why. harhar. :)

im getting a 3230 tom! :D yahooo! :)

school's been stressful..daming ginagawa.

it was our asian fest last friday.. uhm, lets just say our class wasn't that lucky. hehe. :) oh well.. may song fest pa! :D hehe. :)

ok, im really lazy right now.. i'll create another post next time, when i have time and when im not lazy anymOre. :)

..im missing a lot of people right now. :( awww.

oh yeah. dont forget to taaag! :D

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|Saturday, September 24, 2005|

Friday, July 15, 2005

haay..buhay..

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did you ever feel like you've lost one of your closest or even one of your friends you never thought you would loose?

i mean, as if you and her don't talk anymore. Seldom say hi to each other. The kind of things that not normal friends would do. as in wala nang pansinan.

hay nako, life suck. i swear. i feel like i've lost one of my closest,,well USED to be close friend..i think.. super..wala na..

halos everytime we utter a word to each other, mag aaway kami. then everytime na magkita kami, we only say hi to those beside each other. rarely lang kami mag hi sa isa't isa. well, its probably partly my fault because i, myself, do not say hi to her.. but, i don't know. things are so weird eh.

another is that, i dont know.. it's like we never became close. i want it to be summer again!!! oh gooshh. i loved it nung summer.. because even though i was in the states,, everytime i would go online we would ALWAYS..as in ALWAYS chat and magwewebcam pa kami.. iba ibang kagaguhan gagawain namin sa webcam..we would *wink*. copy the smileys sa YM.. basta, it was super FUN.

but that was LAST SUMMER. and ONLY last summer..

when i cam back, we would text everyday,, make kwento..know everything happening which each other's lives. hang out. like sa eastwood.. and sa galle..

then school started.. parang wala naman nagbago..we would still talk and text pa.. until,, nagkaroon kami ng problema because one of our friends prang got pissed at her for SOME REASON. weird nga eh. then nagstop na lahat.

we stopped texting, stopped making pansinan the way we used to, stopped talking to each other..wala.. biglang.. balik nanaman sa dati..as if ndi kami close.

then,, after a few weeks..super..wala na tlga..total stop na lahat ng communication. annoying. super.

i know i can't do anything about it,, but.. ang sakit eh..

now magkaaway kami. super badtrip ako kanina,, tas ewan ko kung siya rin.pero.. may ginawa siya sa akin na nainis ako..may ginawa ako sa kanya na nainis siya.

so.. now.. inisan na.. what next? we'll forget about ever being friendS? tsss. buhay nga naman o..

life sucks..

..sana naman..walang mangyaring masama.. oh well.. ganyan tlga buhay.. isang malaking TAE.

close friend, well..if ever you still are. sorry na. i don't like what's happening to us.. super,, parang ndi na tayo naging magkaibigan eh.. ang labo na ng lahat.. i don't even know why ganito nangyayari.. i hate it..i really do..

wow. as if naman mababasa niya noh. ehe.

**
current mood: sad.
currently: crying. seriously.

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|Friday, July 15, 2005|

Friday, June 10, 2005

wheeeww.

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ok. i just read someone's blog. lalang. ouch. un lang masasabi ko. OUCH.

well, i can tell that my best friend is mad at me. obvious naman eh,db? but. oh. well. wala naman akong magagawa eh. galit siya eh.

i said sorry na. ewan ko lang kung ok lang sa kanya yun.

marami raw siyang "dilemmas" sa akin.. but ok.. things hasnt been going well naman for us eversince the freshnight..

dami nang away and stuff.. oh well..

i guess going to the states really changed everything.. actually.. it made it change more.. i mean, we're not htat close anymore. i feel like i've lost my best friend.

we havn't gone out on our "adventures" yet.. i dont know..

life's a mess..

shit happens..

but you have to deal with it..

ewan ko nalang ano nang mangyayari from here..

oh well..

too bad, i guess?

kahit naman anong gawain ko.. ewan ko nalang if she'll forgive me or ever STOP getting mad or being mad at me..

fuck this life.

dami pang nangyayaring ndi ko gusto ngayon. daming problems. crap.

dont you just hate it when these shit happen to you?

i mean. first, you're all happy and shit..

then.. biglang.. TAE. lahat ng problems mo.. sunod sunod na..

tsss.

i just hope this will all just disappear.. SOON.

crimedy crap crap. [what an expression]

oh.. bullshit..

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|Friday, June 10, 2005|

Thursday, May 19, 2005

multiply account

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ok.. to those who have multiply accounts.. add me up naman o.

http://migsnograles.multiply.com

thats my URL. =)

ok. so i kinda moved since you can post pictures there and stuff. though i might be updating this from time to time.. oh well.. bahala na. ;)

bsta. check out my multiply account. ;) have fun! :D

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|Thursday, May 19, 2005|

Saturday, May 14, 2005

bummer.

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do you know how your life can be so unpredictable? well, duh. it is. you never know what will come next. But does it not suck when you seem to be happy for a little while UNTIL you make ONE little mistake, and it makes you go from happy to sad.

lately, i just haven't been myself. something's bothering me. something's wrong with me.. and what's annoying about it is that..

I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IT IS!!!

oh man. i swear, at times
i find myself just staring at a corner, thinking..about nothing? OR like sometimes, i just stop and think about my life. Like what has been happening with me lately. i sound crazy don't i? but, i know im not.. or could i be?

nah. life's full of ups and downs. there are different paths, and you have to pick the RIGHT one. but, no one really picks the right one ALL the time. everyone goes through the same problems as you, if not, worse.

could i have made a mistake about letting go of someone? could i have liked this certain "someone", but i just don't want to admit it because i'm scared?

a lot of questions have gone through my mind and none of them answered.

When will all these stop? am i going insane? i hope not.

like one of my icons says, SHIT HAPPENS. yeah, that's true. we just have to face it and deal with it. But what if its too much to handle, you ask? That is the reason why we have friends and a family.

as you can see, i have been very emotional lately. i dont know, maybe i really cant live without my friends and family. Being away from them like this, is just pure torture. its fun here, but there's a BIG part of me that's missing if i'm not with them. oh my.

my life's a mess right now. anyone care to fix it? nah. i have to do this on my own.. and i know i'LL be able to. i just hope iT"LL be soon.

i miss him. yeah. i haven't seen him for the longest time, but i've been thinking about him. yeah,probably i still like him. but, nothing will happen. i bet he doensn't even like me anymore. tsk.

as much as i do want something to happen, its just too soon and we're just too young. oh man. i am so confused. i am single, and im loving it. i've got my friends. i can live with that. :) its just too soon to get into a relationship at my age. 14? oh come on.

..too bad he's leaving on june 13..and i might not be able to see him after a LONG time after that. that's the only sad part about it. but, at least, i got to realize that i really do like him.. love maybe? but, i keep thinking about him..and well,, i realized it before it was TOO late.

its late now..but, its not THAT late. gets? oh. i bet you're laughing at me right now. i dont care.

..i'm going to leave you with a thought..
people say that its never too late to fix things or its never to late for love or its never too late to ask for a second chance.. but, why are there people who get left with nothing? can you make ONE mistake,and change your life forever? Once its TOO late, could that mean, you should just loose hope? oh man. what a BUMMER.

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|Saturday, May 14, 2005|

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

oh yeah!

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finally. i get to GO BACK! haha.

after about 2 months of waiting.. i finally know when i'm coming back..

im leaving here in the 25th. Thank God. im sick of this place. haha. nah, actually im not.

its fun here and all, but come on,, nothing compares to the philippines. i mean, the states has a much better economy, a cleaner, more organized environment. more decent looking, well educated people BUT come on.. my friends are in the philippines and my family as well (except for my sister because she's here. haha) so ii would much rather live in the phil than here even though people think its better to live here.

well, im going to be back, i think on the 27th. HAAY. finally. hahaha.

well, ill update later, im tinatamad. ;)

see you guys soon. take care aryt? :)

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|Tuesday, May 10, 2005|